And breath..... I have spent the last 2 days sitting about the hospital finalising all the bits that needed to be done before treatment. My pick line is in and stands out on my arm for all to see! I have to go again tomorrow morning to have it checked. I must be extremely careful now as I can not get an infection in it. Dettle is my friend x

Feeling a bit gutted that most Of my friends escape for a couple of days on a girls conference. I pray they have fun and bring me back some chocolate. LOL

The kids have been staying at nannies, it's been lovely and quite, but bracing myself for the return of noise and mayhem. I have great parents who help out at all costs they have been amazing and so supported.

I love how my life just carries on as usual one minute I'm in hospital, then home being a mum and then prepping for all those amazing vocals I lead. I have no time to stop and feel sorry for myself but have a life to live and I am not missing any of it.

Until tomorrow xx