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It's been 3 days since treatment and this has def been the worst so far. If feeling sick was an Olympic sport than I would get the gold. With extra trips to see the doctor still no anti sickness drugs are working.

I realises something today that being in the mist of something you can not control is a place where God shows you things that you never knew where there . An exchange can take place between you and God as nothing is in the way, he has brought you to a place of complete surrender. I feel that I'm in that place, I can not do anything in my strength but totally open to allow God to pour out new things in my life.

Happy proud mum today as Philip goes to his year 6 prom x

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